
Fears. Everyone has them. Some are extreme like heights and planes. Others are just silly like bugs and paint colors (?). But however big or small, fears can mess you up all the same.
I have a slight fear of water. No, I didn't have a near drowning experience or anything like that. And, yes, I still take showers and can walk in the rain without freaking out. To be real honest, I have no clue why I have such a fear of water. Probably a control issue or something.
This summer I decided that I would conquer that fear. Most 28 year olds would have just given up and accepted the fact that they probably weren't ever going to swim. Not me. I'm all about the conquering part of life. So, 4 weeks ago I started swim lessons. Our summer staff lifeguard teaches 1st graders how to swim in the off-season and I thought that would be about the level I'd be at. It's true. That's what level I'm at.
So far I've learned how to float, go underwater without dying, and do some kicking. But I reached a hang up in last weeks' lesson......jumping in. I stood on the edge for 20 minutes debating whether or not I would die if I jumped in to 6 feet of water. Amusing because that's only 2 inches above my head.
I think I'll try to do it this week sometime........
What's a fear you need to conquer?








